Monday, April 6, 2015

Walk Away

When you give all you've got
Even your very last tear
And all you want is for her
To hold you near

Once you have nothing left
To offer or give
Still you'd give your last breath
Only to watch her live

Still she pushes you away
Though you love her so
Her past and her pride
She will never let go

And when you reach for her
She pushes you away
Though you admit you need her
Its the same everyday

You say you won't beg
Then your down on your knees
While you bleed in pain
You cry alone in vain

Because she noticed your tears
For they've flooded your eyes
But still she walks away
Though she can hear you cry

So how can she love you?
Want you as her wife?
When she refuses to share
The precious parts of her life

Like her hopes and her dreams
Life's frustrations and fears
She does not trust you enough
To reveal what is so dear

See, there's nothing you can do
It's the way things will stay
So gather up your dignity
In the face of your pain

Ask God for peace and strength
Hold onto your faith
Cause it's gonna hurt like hell
Once you decide to turn and walk away


Saturday, April 4, 2015

How I Wanna Love

When I think of how I want to love, I think…
I want to love deep like the roots of my ancestors
I want to look into the eyes of the purest love
I want to be touched by the angels of heaven

& when I share a moment…
I want to live, breathe, and love that moment!
I mean, I want to be caught off guard by butterflies
& exhausted by my hearts endless tries
I want to see forever in my loves eyes

I want to wake up inspired
When I make love, create fire!
I want to pass out from my bodies endless desires…
I want the colors to seem brighter
Life’s burdens to feel lighter
I want a simple kiss to get me higher

I want to love forever.
From now ending never
& You know what? It's out there.
So, for now, I thank God for such a wondrous pleasure
& for allowing us to love
With no Earthly measure


Stimulate Me

If you want in, break down these walls
Unlock my chains & untie my hands
To behold my treasures
Conquer my emotions
& Bind me with your words

Stimulate me Baby
Make me tingle from head to toe
Hold me with each breath
As I crave you more
Make me melt in your hands
Until I puddle to the floor

Give me your intellect... you're brilliance
I want to know all of you
Stimulate my soul without a touch
Withhold your kiss from my lips
Get me on your level
With that good talk
I want that mind sex

Penetrate my mind with your words
Caress me from the inside out
Bring me to Heaven then walk me back down
I want to enjoy your mouth
Experience all it can teach me
Yes, give me all you've got
Down to your very last thought!

Hold me with your gaze
Without the comfort of your arms
Show me the intimacy
I've longed for like the deserts
Which long for the rains
Yes, unlock my chains & untie my hands
Conquer my emotions
& Bind me with your words


Eternal Horizon

I look at you daily…
You’re just out of my reach
Every time I lean towards you
You take a leap
I chase you with my body
Exhaust my endless mind
I take steps towards your comfort
And you rob my dreams blind
See, I learned it’s all an illusion
One I can never touch
It’s just never meant to happen
Though to me it’d mean so much
Cause every step I take
You take another
Over here.. over there
In one way or the other!
And I’m left feeling quiet… & silent, still
I miss chasing you
I think I always will

I look to you now
& there quietly you stay
I don’t run after you anymore
Though I hope to race again someday
I will run in the direction
My heart tells me to go
I will travel forever to touch you
To a love I will always know